Since my Son became a teenager and an avid soccer lover, I’ve learned the act of making his passion my focal point by heeding intently as he speaks, nodding in agreement or squinting my eyes from oblivion to keep alert every now and then as I watch the dimples on his boyish cheeks deepen.
I have also mastered hiding my boredom without rolling my eyes as He excitedly recites the history of every single soccer player in Europe.
Whether I pronounce Kylian Mbappe properly or I mix up Dybala as a Tottenham Hotspur player instead of Juventus or when I confuse Kane as a PSG team member! Phew! But, s-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y ‘what-do-I-know?
His constructive tutoring and contagious zeal are always enhanced as I venture into supporting his winning-failing team. Well, I guess am still obligated to believe in them whatever happens on the field! #UpManchesterUnited
He once went to see a soccer match at the stadium between Liverpool F.C. & Manchester United. Of course, he was all geared up in his favorite Manchester United scarf, hat and T-shirt. All Excited! Expectant! Victory-Mindset!
But He returned home sober, angered because His team lost, most of his main players were absent and probably that’s why they lost. He managed to console himself with that notion.
Oh Vinny! It is okay to still be happy with your team!
But in the mind of my young lad, mentally, He’s figuring out how to reset his task list, scratch off the feeble players, redirect his focus on how and why the opposing team scores, introduce strategic pointers, replace weak defenders with agile offence or even be able to coach the team one day.
Oh, He is making a conscious effort to also scold their old manager, Jose Mourihno, for holding back his best players: Nos 9 Romelu-Lukaku of Belgium and Nos 6 Paul Pogba of France.
He was angry at Liverpool for allowing their strong players, Nos 11 – Mohamed Salah of Egypt and Nos 10 – Sadio Mane of Senegal walk with victory and gloat over his team.
This is ridiculous! He groaned as he replayed the match in his mind.
His strategic to do list was invented!
After watching GoT (Game of Throne) religiously, one of the most appealing part for me was Arya’s character. Arya Stark’s list was invented when Syrio Foral, her fighting instructor was killed.
He was Ayra’s sword fighting instructor, life mentor, and her only friend in King’s Landing. His death at the hands of Meryn Trantis was what lit the spark under Arya Stark which eventually lead to the list.
Her revenge to do list was ignited!
When Oskar Schindler arrived Krakow in 1939, He was ready to make his fortune from World War II. Even though He joined the Nazi party primarily for his personal/political expediency, He eventually began to staff his factory with Jewish workers for similarly businesslike reasons.
When the secret service began exterminating Jews in the Krakow ghetto, Schindler arranges to have all his workers protected to keep his factory in operation, but soon realizes that in so doing, he is also saving innocent lives.
His compassion to do list was created!
So, emotional needs can be every bit as acute as physical ones. That’s because we all subconsciously create lists of things to do. We create tasks to accomplish, shuffle within the timelines, stretching out yard sticks to measure our plans based on trending dispositions. Sometimes, forgetting that underperformed tasks when only simply written down will not always make us effective archievers, but day dreamers and unrealistic chasers.
Those visual cues or mental notes of things we intend to do… ‘Hit or Missed Opportunities. Sometimes going as far as scribbling down goals from our imagination, crossing them out when completed or, imperfect due to pressure or just lack of motivation.
The setback with our to-do lists is usually the process.
Understanding how it can also give way to panicky outbursts when tasks we haven’t completed set in to distract or discourage our movement. ‘Can we begin to make plans for ‘what’s next so we can be free from fixation anxiety, especially when the orderliness does not materialize? ‘Can we still discover happiness and purpose when our well-planned list becomes a blurry puzzle? ‘Can we embrace our detour gracefully and not dwell on what we feel, want or know?
How well do we understand the blessings or biases behind the change, the delayed rude awakening of life’s expectations? How fortunate are we to thrive in following the new lead and understanding, perhaps that for a moment, we need to be constantly aware of our tendency to revert… to be back the way we were. We cannot always mold, manipulate or miscalculate our own destiny if we are still casualties of our expectations!
To be continued…
Yours in HOPE,
6 thoughts on “Casualties of our TO DO list”
Very insightful Yinka. You are so right, we can not move forward to a destiny if we are not willing to change as we go.
Great….lovely write up.. I wish him all the best. Thanks for sharin
GoT fan in the house!!! Make some noise!!! Yes!!! I love how you pointed out Arya’s character, relating it to how good or bad to do lists are in our lives, love every bit of this writing, I tell you Girl!
I love the difference you explained between revenge or compassion list we always subconsciously make without realizing we creating boundaries when angry or getting fixated on a situation when we could easily move past it! Merci! For making my Thursday with this article! Looking forward to the continuation, how soon?
Thanks for sharing Yinka, daughter of Gansallo! I love your new logo and publishing title! Cool that you’re so involved in soccer now😅 I bet you made that trip to UK wishing his team would win, anyways..Liverpool loves Vinny back!!😀👍
Go Vinny! Go ManU!
Awesome write up.
That’s very good. I have a son too who loves to play soccer and I can imagine the anxiety when watching a soccer game and it seems the team you’re supporting is at the verge of losing. I love the way your son went back to strategize on what could have gone wrong and how to make things work next time. The keyword here is “focus” and never to give up. If it fails one time, it can work out the next time. We as parents are always there to encourage and support our children. This way, they experience the love and support and this makes them want to do more and never give up on their dreams and goals.